thank you lord for last night for my boo and I had the chance to talk everything through with what happened in manila. Thank yo for letting us cool down first before we had to face each other. Thank you for keeping our minds open and full of understanding. Thank you also for today, ......


Help me Lord bring peace on my mind. Help me find my way, myself and my purpose. Help me lord to find strength in you and in people who loves me. I am here, opening my heart to you, take me guide me and protect me.






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I believe there's a place where the restless souls wander,
burned by the weight of their own sadness,
they wait for a chance to set the wrong things right.
only then can they be reunited with the ones they love.
Sometimes, a crow shows them the way beacuse,
sometimes love is stronger than death.

Faith makes all things possible.
Love makes them easy.
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beginning are usually scary
and ending are
usually sad
but its everything in between that makes it all
worth living

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to dwell in the past
leads a savage heart
but to stay inthe now
breads a fresh new start for the future
we hold cannot tell
for the chance we take reads a whole new tale

♥ ♥ ♥ In life, we always search for answers because we want to prove ourselves that we had the right decisions but the truth is we can’t search for what is not there. Things happen because it is meant to happen. That’s why we forgive people even if they hurt us, we love people who don’t love us and we smile despite every painful crash in our hearts. At the end of the day, the lesson you get are the answers to your decisions. ♥ ♥ ♥

Trust is a fragile thing.
Once earned,
it affords us tremendous freedom.
But once trust is lost,
it can be impossible to recover.
Of course the truth is,
we never know who we can trust.
Those we're closest to can betray us,
and total strangers can come to our rescue.
In the end,
most people decide to trust only themselves.
It really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned.
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Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances, you just have to live life to the fullest. laugh as much as you can, spend all your money, tell someone what they mean to you, tell someone off, speak out, dare to be different, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, pig out, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, && smile till your face hurts. don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because when you look back someday, knowing you have no regrets its going to be what makes you smile.
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"We all think we’re going to be great and we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren’t met. But sometimes expectations sell us short. Sometimes the expected simply pales in comparison to the unexpected. You got to wonder why we cling to our expectations, because the expected is just what keeps us steady. Standing. Still, the expected is just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our lives."






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"What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again."




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"Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want."





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Intimacy is a four syllable word for, "Here's my heart and soul, please grind them into hamburger, and enjoy." It's both desired, and feared. Difficult to live with, and impossible to live without. Intimacy also comes attached to the three R's... relatives, romance, and roommates. There are some things you can't escape. And other things you just don't want to know.




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“I've heard that it's possible to grow up - I've just never met anyone who's actually done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We throw tantrums when things don't go our way, we whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark, we look for comfort where we can find it, and we hope - against all logic, against all experience. Like children, we never give up hope...”





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“Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.”





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“Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn't change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world. Head on, guns blazing. De Nile. It's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freakin' ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?”





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“Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human. Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate.”





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At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. Its like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And its not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.





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You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.




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We spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will cushion the blow. But the future is always changing. The future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes. But one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself. The future is never the way we imagined it.





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A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.






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In our life we see addiction everyday, it's shocking how many addiction there is. It would be too easy if it was just drugs, booze and cigarettes. I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean we get addicted for a reason right?
often too often, things that start out just a normal part of your life at some point cross the line to obsessive compulsive and out of control. It's the high of chasing. The high that makes everything else fade away. Still they say you don't kick the habit till you hit rock bottom. Then how will you know when you are there.? coz no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, soemtimes letting go hurts even more.....




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i fear no more

Change we don't like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt tp change or we get left behind. It hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it's not is lying. But here's the truth sometimes, the more things change the more it stays the same. Sometimes change is everything.




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The vacation

I went home june 18 day before Angelas bday, had 12 days of vacation with my kids. Sent Angela to school, Star child innovative learning academy. She was so excited, she was a week late but she did very well. Came home with a star everyday. hehehhe. She had no problem being there by herself, she actually sends me home and tell me to fetch her when the calsses are over. really cute... Unfortunately Ashley had been sick while I was there, she is teething again. So I spent most of my time carrying her. oh I miss them so much. On june 19 had a little bday celebration for angela, bought her cake that she likes, had my mommy cook her spaghetti, round 5pm had my cousins and neighbors over for spag and cake. She was happy even it's a small bday party. as long as she gets to blow the candles she's happy. Unfortunately we didn't have any camera so I couldn't take any pictures of them to blog. huhuhuhu. On Ashleys bday june 30 I had made the same for her spaghetti and cake and Kaldereta for the adults to eat, it was her bday and my despedida night. So I had Ogie, Jan2x and Bigong over for a couple of beers and dinner of course. And july 1 I headed back to Manila, July 2 started to work again. Ashley didn't wanna let me go when she saw the baggage and I was all dressed up to leave. I had promised Angela to call when I get to Manila. She told me mommy picked her up from school and she recieved a star again from her teacher. She asked when I will be back from work to make hatid her sa school. I almost cried. I miss them so much........






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