Being in this situation has bothered me from the very beginning, I wasn't scared that there's gonna be trouble between 2 inmates but I was scared that the one I chose to be with is gonna feel left out of all that is going on in my life. But to my surprise he was really supportive in all of this, he could really see that this is for us and not only for me and my kids. Every minute he keeps reminding me not to be afraid, or worry and that keeps me sane, and that he keeps reminding me that he is here because of me not because of the people around him and I fell more in love with him. This is better than what I have expected. I guess sometimes I can say to myself
At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.
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